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It’s funny how you don’t see the dust bunnies

Or the food-encrusted dishes in the sink

Or the stack of weeks-old unopened mail on the kitchen table

                                                                                                              .

It’s funny how you don’t know about the tears that I’ve cried late at night

Or the screams that I’ve flung at the heavens

Or the pain that cuts so deep, I can hardly breathe

                                                                                                              .

It’s funny how all you see are my filtered photos

With perfect teeth and sunlight slanting just right

With the cutest outfit and the just-right angle

                                                                                                              .

It’s funny how I’m able to crop out real life

With the click of a button

Welcome to my fake life

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Just so you know, that’s not the real me

I’m too scared to let you meet her

© nicole mclernon

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